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oh and i made it so that I couldn’t get it off 😅

This month has been crazy busy. Also this entire fall has been a lot. I’ve been having so much fun In my work as a startup communicator. Also it’s been big family events such as my sister daughters graduation 👩‍🎓 I am very close with my sister daughters and they have been involved in my #onesongamonth project! On “Tricky”, Ida on the picture played trumpet 🎺 I’ve been planning for my sons 18th birthday and the upcoming vacation in Porec Croatia. As a single mother and sole business entrepreneur I haven’t had the means to take vacations for so many years because I had to work so hard. Last year was my first vacation in 7 years. But now I’ve worked so hard and my business has been going great for the past 3 years so now we’re going! All this means I have no idea what my next song is gonna be. Also I know that I only have one day to make the song. And I like it! I’m excited for this challenge. Somehow I get more excitement from difficulties in music production. I’m the underdog that has nothing to loose. I open up fully to creating in the present moment now that I know I have limited time. All I know is I’m interested in making a song I can dance to. A song about recovery in the context of working and then resting to allow the body to recuperate. Lets go !

I’m going through an experience that is very new to me. It’s the beginning of menopause because I’m 46. So my symptoms are that I love love love to sleep. Every chance I can get. The sleep is so wonderful and it’s the best sleep I’ve had in my life. The downside is that I can’t get up early anymore. I used to wake up so early and be able to work longer hours. I can’t do that anymore. But maybe this is not a downside. Also heat waves. Sometimes you get these heat waves from inside your body and it feels like a warm rain. It’s wonderful actually. I am grateful I have symptoms that don’t feel bad to me now in the beginning of menopause. Maybe it will get worse. I’m thankful that I’ve lived so many years and that I am a mother to a wonderful son! I am single and yes that is something I feel bad about sometimes. I’ll cover that in another post. Anyways maybe I’ll do a song about menopause? I don’t know if anybody did a song about it? Do you know ?